a story (;

onces,there is a kingdom..this story is about a beautiful,strong and a perfect princess known as *angel* to the white knight. and a *plaything* for the black knight. onece upon a time.. black knight has impressed the princess with so many things.. and after the princess and the black knight know each other and get along together.. they started to go out on a date and such.. then they coupled.. but.. the black knight was so evil.. he told the princess that there was no such thing is forever after.. and she also turn dark.. she didnt believe that as well.. but behind the story.. the *white knight* he was looking for the perfect one to be his,and to be his forever after.. he keep on searching for the mysterious princess.. but he couldn't find.. it took him 17 years just to find the princess. before he met the princess.. he was with some awhful girl which treated the white knight with pain.so many times the white knight got heart broken.. used and played with.. but the white knight still stays strong.. because he knows.. one day.. the perfect one will come.. and so.. the white knight discover that he was cheated. and he broke off with her.. and the same thing happened to the princess.. she and the black knight broke up.. and so the white knight continue searching for his true love and continue his life.. and the princess was already being tried to tackled by someone.. but.. the white knight was not too late.. he got to her still.. after that.. they started chatting.. and get to know each other.. and so on.. the white knight feels that she is the perfect one.. he sensen it.. his heart told him to go for it. fight it. be extra strong. and so he did. and he won the princess heart on the 11th febuary 2011 at 12.03 am. and till forever the knight promised to remembered this day year and time. and so on.. the white knight and the princess talked. and the white knight talked about forever after.. and she replied she did not believe. and so the white knight got shock.. the white knight see's darkness in her because of the black knight,and shattered heart.. the white knight pity her so much.. and so.. the white knight promised.. and make a vow.. to never surrender and give up on her.. and make sure she believes in forever after.. and then after a few weeks which it felt like months. he ask. my dear princess.. do you believe in forever after now? the princess replied *no* and she said it might take a year or 2. but the white knights loyalty,truth,honesty, with all his powers he has as the white knight.. he made her belive in months.. and now.. the princess has turned white again.. she shines.. like the one the white knight was looking for.. his *angel* and so the white and and the princess continue their fairytale story.. but there was interruptions.. the white knight lost alot of things.. he wanted to take his sword and just kill himself.. but the princess believes and loves the white knight so much and tell him dont.. the princess need the white knight.. dont let her go.. because of the knight.. she has already bealive in forever so dont let it go.. she cried for the white knight.. and the white knight got so shock because there is no such girl would cry for him.. and he was so touched.. and he gave himself a chance and truely going to be with the princess forever.. but.. there was more interruption.. the black knight army.. they was trying to flirt with the white knights princess! thats very horrible..the white knight never felt so angry over this before.. it means the white knight loves the princess so much.. but the princess was kinda upset.. but now.. the white knight want to tell the pricess.. the white knight whispers to her.. while hugging her.. ~*my dear beloved princess.. i only want to be with you for the rest of my life.. your just amazing.. i cant find someone like you anymore out there.. your the perfect one..i am sorry for our argues. i was just being protective and caring about you.. its because i love you.. one day i wanna get married with you. have a big castle and start a family together.. would you forgive me? i wanna be with you forever after. till the last breath i have..*~ and now.. the white knight shall defend her from the black knight.. he does not want anymore darkness in her.. she is healed by the white knight.. no more black knights.. he loves the princess so much.. and so now.. they continue they fairytale story till their last breath.. they shall not be apart. no one can tear them apart. their love is strong and holy. they will get married and everything they wish to do in the future.. because the white knight belives.. hope that the princess belives as well.. and hope the princess would love him like the white knight does.. the white knight made his promise.. the pricess would be the last girl. no more. if he loose her. he will just die. thats his promised. and he wont lie. the white knight loves telling her the truth,being loyal,honest and caring and loving.. the white knight hope the princess could do the same. all the white knight wants is the princess to be loyal to him.dont lie. dont cheat. it will kill the white knight if she does all this bad things.. and now.. the white knight and the princess shall continue their fairytale story till their last breath (;


white knight-Me
princess-Joanna Toh Shu Ning
black knight-bad people.




p/s: baby.. this is the story i promised you.. (; hope u like it.. i love you so much.. u take care.. study hard for me.. dont always talk. listen to teacher.. i hope u would accept me forever baby.. i love u so much and nothing can describe that. your the perfect one that i am looking for..hope baby dont do all those to me d.. it really hurts to see actually.. especially when u love someone so dam deep already.. and i wanna marry you. yes i do. i dont want anyone else but you.. (;

with love,

white knight

first time posting chinese (;

我爱你这么多，但你爱我，就像我做什么？
我想告诉你，我对你的爱永远不会改变，我将永远爱你我的心，没有什么可以改变这种状况，我会尽我所能，满足你。对不起，如果我不够完善。但我爱你。 （;生病试着给你尽我所能。我不会，也永远不会放弃对你我的宝贝。我承诺（;

guess..

Verse 1:
Like any story worth telling, this one's about a girl too
But not just any one girl, I'm talking to all of you
Who stopped believing that fairytales are, in fact, true
Forgot the truth that love is all we need to get through
I'm talking to the girl with the shattered heart
Broken so many times, now her mind seems dark
The one who says that fairytales are for kids
But really she's afraid to love 'cause she's afraid to give

And the girl who moved on to the next 'cause she says
There's no way her Prince Charming would've said what he had
Made her cry, now she thinks that he's just like the rest
But every night (knight) that passes by ain't the same 'cause her ex was the best
Now hear what I gotta say,
Trust me, your knight is on his way, he'll be here any day
We don't all wear armour but we shine in different ways
And I speak on behalf of all of us when I say-

Chorus

Verse 2:
And I understand how hard it must be
To believe after all the pain that we've seen
But it seems to me like fear is the enemy
You can't love me anymore 'cause now you're scared to dream
If only you could see that all of your dreams
Ain't nearly as far away as they first seemed
Then maybe you could reach out and grab them back
Just like that, we could turn the time back to what we had

It's a hard path and yeah, we gon have to fight
But every story has to have its low point, right?
When all hope is lost and she can't find the light
And she's almost given up the fight...
But then the hero does something unexpected and crazy
Flips it all around and her 'no' becomes a 'maybe...'
Gets on his white horse to save his damsel in distress
After the kiss, her 'maybe' becomes a definite 'yes'. ♥

future

well.. i dreamt bout our future alot.. (; first ill meet ur mummy and brother and all.. and slowly they start to like me.. (; and then your mum keep remind me alot things.. and she say u very naughty one.. and i said i know and me and your mum laugh. xD and then i told your mum i want take u for vacation and your mum approve,and then we went langkawi,we went together alone.. we went here and there,shop here and there.. then when the sun wanna drop time.. i purposely bring you to the beach.. and we walk.. we talk about each other.. our relationship.. and how many kids and lots more.. then at a point i just kneel down and bring out a ring and propose to you. (; then u cried.. i also dont know why.. then i keep asking yes or no mami.. then u tearing and smiling then u said yes yes yes then i get up and we huged.. (; then we went back hotel. then next day go back ur mum sis all sw the ring then started la.. talk talk talk.. xD then then then... plan when wan get married and all.. then planed.. then when want get married time.. its a very nice place.. nice enviroment. whoever smoke got ppl chase them out. so anti smoking place (; its at a place where i forget it called. but its dam nice. got lake,the place very nice.. super romantic place.. after we get married.. we start our lives together.. and the story continues.. (; actually alot de.. but scared you lazy read all finish.. xDD anyways.. nighty night baby.. sweet dreams.. love you.. (;

forever we shall be. <3

a song that i made for you

this song is the one i think so long.. i will play with piano or guitar and sing to you one day. and here it goes (;


find me hear and stick to me,
i need to hear you,you are the light,
lead me to the place,
where i find peace,
again...

you are the one,
that keeps me walking,
your are the light,
that keeps me trusting,
you are the light to my soul..

you are everything..

take a look inside your heart,
it is you and me,
that is where i wanna be,
and girl you know ill be by your side,
forever..

and i would never leave you forever,
and girl you know i would be by your side,
forever..
foreeeverrrr..

you are all i need,
you are all i want,
your love,
your care,
you baby.. its because,
your the best thing had happen to me.

this is about it from what i play with piano and sing.. (; can edit longer.. if want longer need wait me think. xDDDD love you (;

Memories

remember our first kiss? that was a dam awesome one.. plus it was on my birthday.. xD and baby.. each time i go out with you.. i really do had lots of fun.. our laughter,our hearts are like.. dam i really dont know how to say.. the feeling is just so dam awesome.. (; honestly.. i love you so deep down till i really got nothing else to say d.. and when u text me all those lovely things.. i seriously got speechless.. i got nothing else to say but i love you too.. but maybe more? =p well yea.. i love you the most.. how? xD your just so unbealivable.. baby.. u made my day shine everyday.. put a smile on me everytime without fail.. and sorry that if i failed you anytime.. and i am sorry that at times i cant be strong for myself.. but i have promised that i shall always be strong for our relationship and to be strong for myself so that we could continue everything as in forever after (; there is always a fairy tale story.. u just gotta believe it.. remember when u tell me you dont? i was like wtf.. why not? and its because of your stupidity idiotic ex you got.. well now.. you got me.. ill try my best to be the best for you and chance everything to a happy moments.. well.. i know i did mistakes.. i am sorry for that.. i am not perfect ya know.. (; i am just a normal average guy who loves a girl name joanna toh shu ning.. (; everyone makes mistakes.. in a relationship there is also ups and down.. (; we gotta fight with it together.. we gotta stay strong together baby.. i love you just the way u are.. u dont have to put make up.. and look sexy pretty and all.. its your heart that matters most.. i dont care if u turn fat or what so ever.. because.. your amazing just the way you are.. (; i would still love you no matter what.. and you know what.. you are the best..no one can compare you.. i would fight for you baby.. i would die for you. i would do anything for you.. i couln't live without you either.. how? and i wanna know everything bout you.. whatever happened in life.. i dont want any secrets hint.we shall not live with lies and secret.. spill everything out.so we know what we did wrong and we can change things for the better. (: and each time you want sleep. dont have to ask permission.. sure ill let you sleep de la.. xD dumb dumb mami. xD thats about it and now.. we shall hold hands and stick our hearts together till the end.. (; i love you baby. (;